Saturday, May 23, 2015

Day 76 - Day Four of Juicing

Saturday, May 23, 2015, 3:28pm

Today I ate a couple handfuls of my seven year old's Chocolate Teddy Grahm Crackers for breakfast. I was having the usual morning sugar craving and I somehow thought I would be able to only eat a few of the small teddys but ended up eating a few handfuls. Ugh. 

It's 3:30pm and instead of having a traditional lunch, I had my first juice of the day. I wanted something packed with nutrients, something with both kale and cucumber, so I chose to have the Healthy Green Juice again (the juice I had on day one). I must be getting used to these juices because they are getting much easier to drink. 

I had planned on having a small Southwest Chicken Salad for lunch but it's getting so late I may just wait and have that for dinner. 

I am feeling a bit antsy. I could do some housework but am really not in the mood. I really feel like going on a walk. My kids are eating lunch right now...maybe when they're done I can convince them to go for s walk or something. Either way, the little one would have to go if I went since she is only seven and can't be left home by herself. Her sister is not old enough to babysit her yet. Even though my older daughter is thirteen, she and her sister still fight/argue quite a bit so I would not feel comfortable having her babysit uet, even if it's just for a few minutes to run to the store. Someday she'll be able to watch her sister but not today. 

The little one likes geocaching so we may go to that for a bit. The weather app on my iPhone shows that it's 61 degrees right now so we'll probably need to dress warm since it will only get cooler as the day progresses. 

As far as the juicing goes, I haven't notice any significant changes yet. My skin is the same, my energy levels may have  improved a little but it's hard to tell, overall I haven't really noticed anything besides helping with the normal hunger pangs. I've replaced my mid morning snack with the juice (I used to have an apple or something similar in between breakfast and lunch) so I'm not really eating less calories per day. Actually... The more I think about it I realize the juices probably have reduced my daily calorie intake. I was able to skip lunch on Wednesday and Friday (and possibly also today). On Wednesday I brought lunch with me but didn't want to go nextdoor to heat it up (I have two clients right next to each other and the one I was at doesn't have a kitchen or microwave). I ended up snacking on some organized granola that I added some chia seeds to. 

On Friday I just didn't have time to stop for lunch. I was at my office until 2pm. I the ran over to meet with a new client which lasted until 3:45pm. I then had to pick up my kids to take them to their 4:30pm dentist appointment. By the time we were done it was a little after 5:00pm and I still had to go to the grocery store (it's amazing how much fruit and veggies I am going through since using the juicer). 

I would never advocated for skipping meals but what I've noticed is that I don't  really need a meal after after a juice. Since I've been having my juice around 11am every day when lunch time comes around I'm just not that hungry. So instead of eating a typical 300 calorie lunch I find that I only need a light snack. I bring a piece of fruit with me every day along with a bag of carrots. Sometimes I throw in something else, like an extra piece of fruit, or some granola but the fruit and carrots always stay the same. 

The other change that I have made is how I eat my food. When I used to eat dinner I would always start with the meat then move on to the carb/starch and lastly move to the veggy. Now, I start with my veggy. Once all of my veggies are eaten up I move to my protein. Once the protein is gone if I have any room left I move onto the carb (brown rice or quinoa). 

One of documentaries I watched taught about the importance of filling up on veggies and fruit. The guy being interviewed said "Instead of thinking 'I want it but I can't have it' say to yourself 'I can have it but don't want it'". He said that he had been overweight for years and had tried dieting more times than he could count. Every time he would basically do the same thing. He would go to the grocery store on the weekend to stock up on healthy food to start his diet the coming Monday. On Monday morning, by 11am he would always feel u get and deprived. Looking back, what he finds intersting is that, when he wasn't dieting, he could sometimes go until 1pm without eating or even thinking about food. But when he dieted, he had that "deprived" mentality and therefore tended to think about food ALL OF THE TIME. I have had the same issue. 

The same guy explained how important it is to not feel deprived. It's simple, when you can't have something you tend to want it more. So instead of cutting the food out of your diet, don't. Just add ten times more vegetable and fruit to your diet and always eat those first. By doing this, you're still "allowed" to eat certain foods but chances are, you'll be so full of healthy food, you won't have much room for the nonhealthy food. 

All of these tips I think about often. It's a little different for me since I really do think I'm an actual sugar addict. For me it's simple: If I can't control myself around a certain food I can't eat it. I'm hoping that changes some day but, from what I know about addiction, it sounds like this will be something I'll have to be mindful of for the rest of my life. Whatever it takes to be healthy... 

Day 75 - Day Three of Juicing

Today I used another recipe from www.RebootWithJoe.com. This one was called "Radiant Antioxi-Orange Juice". The ingredients are:

- 2 small oranges (I used 2 med/large oranges)
- 3 carrots (I used 5 small/medium carrots)
- 1-2 cucumbers (I used 1)
- 1 yellow bell pepper
- 1inch piece of ginger 

This juice wasn't that bad, especially compared the yesterday's beet/kale juice.  I will definitely make this one again. I will probably add a second cucumber next time and maybe a leaf or two of kale to get some added nutrients. 

Day 74 - Day Two of Juicing

This morning I made my second juice. I found this recipe on www.RebootWithJoe.com and it's called "Simple Juice, Endless Health Benefits" (kind of a weird/long name...). This juice contains:

- 6-8 kale leaves (I used 8)
- 1 green apple
- 2 lemons
- 2 small or 1 medium beet (I used 1 medium beet)

This recipe was absolutely disgusting. I was sure it had amazing health benefits though so I basically plugged my nose and forced it down. It was so gross. I tried using a large swig of mouthwash afterward to rid my mouth of the taste which helped but there was still a hint of the nasty bitter after taste. This juice was so gross I doubt I will make it again. 


Thursday, May 21, 2015

Day 74 - Finally Lost Some Pounds!

Thursday, 5/21/15, 8:13am

This morning I was thinking... Am I going to weight the same 158-159 pounds in a month, two months, six months...? It's frustrating when you are really doing all you can do but your weight isn't dropping. At that point your only two choices are to: 1) Give up and gain all te weight back and continue gaining weight; or 2) Keep doing what you're doing and just see what happens. Since eating unhealthy is just not an option anymore (most of the food I wouldn't eat now even if I could) my only really choice has been to keep going. 

These thoughts led to another question: If I weigh myself every day (like I have in the past) what would I see? Would I see my weigh go up one day and down the next or would my weight just stay the same? In the past when I weighed myself daily I would see the scale go up a few ounces one day and then down a few plus an ounce or two the followif day. Instead of logging the constant flucuations I would only log my weight when it had dropped below my previous recorded weight. This let me see how my weight was going down over the course of a week and month. 

I curiously stepped on the scale this morning wondering if I had:
a) Gained weight 
b) Was at the same weight
c) Lost an ounce or two

I was ecstatic when I saw that I had lost over 3 pounds!!!  My weight is now 155.0 pounds. 

Finally!!!

Day 73 - Day One of Juicing

Tuesday, 5/21/15

Today I made my first juice with my new juicer. The juice contained:

1/2 of a cucumber 
1 bale of kale (about 6 leaves)
3 stalks of celery
1 apple
1/2 of a lemon

The juice wasn't great but at least it wasn't that strong. The main problem was all of the disgusting pulp in the second half of the bottle. I had brought the juice with me to a client's and didn't have anything to strain it with.  I tried using a papertowel without much luck. I drank as much as I could stomach (about 3/4 of the total batch) and then threw the rest out. 

I didn't notice any significant changes in my body from having the juice (not that I would from just two glasses in one day) but I wasn't nearly as hungry throughout the day. 

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Day 72 - Tuesday

Tuesday, 5/19/15, 8:18am

I thought Monday's were the worst but in reality Tuesday's are really the worst. That's because I have to be at my client's by 10am which leaves zero time to exercise in the morning before work. It also means that I'll be getting off work at 6:15pm and won't get home until 7:00-7:30pm. 

This morning is one of those mornings where I am anxious to go for a run. My ankles are pretty sore though so maybe it's best that I don't run today. Instead I'll try doing some cardio at home (planks, ice skaters, mountain climbers, etc...). 

I weighed myself on my mom's scale to see if my scale was broken. It isn't. I really do weigh about 159. Day 72 of eating a healthy 1200/day calorie diet combined with 4-7 days of exercise per week and I have lost zero pounds. I have gone down two belt sizes but am flabbergasted as to how I still weigh almost 160 pounds. I started taking my thyroid medication again and doubled the dose. Without health insurance I have to try and self diagnose these issues. It's so frustrating that I have to wait until January 2016 to be able to sign up for insurance.  

Monday, May 18, 2015

Monday- Weigh-In

I made the mistake of weighing myself this morning. The only reason I did was because of the diet bet I'm doing. I have a month (April 27-May 27) to lose 4% of my body weight. Since my starting weight was 159.0 pounds I have to lose about 6.4 pounds to win. 

You have to weigh yourself in the beginning and then once in the middle (which I did today). If you don't, you'll be disqualified because they don't want people trying to lose all of the weight the last few days of the bet. They want people to try losing weight the healthy way. 

If I didn't "have" to weigh myself I wouldn't have. Either way, I am regretting that I did. I think I'm going to bow out of this diet bet to save my sanity. I was feeling great this morning until I got on that darn scale. I hadn't weighed myself in a couple weeks so I was excited to see if I had lost some weight (at least a pound or two)...But no... I didn't lose ANY weight these past few weeks. I weigh EXACTLY THE SAME as I did three weeks ago. Ugh. Actually, I weight exacky the same as I did six weeks ago!! 158.6. WTF. 

Anyway, not going to let it ruin my day. F@ck the scale, I'm going on a run.